Thunder Thighs

Thunder thighs, the Infinite mystery gift of life.

We seek it thus, and take to the sky

Ripples cascade on my face, my wandering soul knows no rest

But to quench the thirst your lightning stroke

So why wander aimlessley to abhor what it shook?

Thunder thighs in my evening sky

Touched by the darkened, clouds of bliss fog my eyes

I aim to the sky, but reality halts my shattered soul

For no matter where the winds blow, all that awaits me is that somber mellow

The downpour to clense my soul, the gift that shall be everlasting.

Thunder thighs, fantacies are yet pure lies

There is no hate, only joy for you are wanted beside

Wings of icarus spread afar, my time will come to fly

For even if the morrow is barren of promises... Nothing shall forestall my reward

A note to my child

Come come now my child, wipe those tears away,

Such a brave little soldier you are, don't let the world lead you astray,

You know we have been through worst, have some faith, God will surely pave way,

Don't take these things too personal, or your heart will loose its spark and turn grey.

Come now my son, lets take a walk outside,

You inspire me in unique ways, make me smile even at my worst times,

Make me understand the purity of innocent love, make me appreciate the value of our lives,

My place of solitude is slowly dispersing with you around, my goals and dreams are being a reality coz u push my thoughts that stride.

Come closer my child, you know you can tell me anything right?

Don't... Please don't look away, even without telling i know your hurt.

So that's how it was... Don't worry I'll set them straight!

If i cant protect you from evil now, then i should be stripped of my title come first light

come out now chitoto, don't hide what you feel inside,

the world is too big a place, for you to feel  out of line,

be free, be happy, get that person to whom you can confide,

for one day i might not be around, believe me being an introvert is the worst thing in this life!

Eternity

In thou art for thought as poetry
Rips thy heart  ment to love for eternity
I shall Zeus lighting from my fingertips upon your darkest page
I shall flood your gates of despair with Poseidon's rage
I shalt fear,
I shalt take no to ear
I shalt walk the lonely road hoping for a miracle out of the blue to draw you nearer
No,
Who sedeth that I was cursed to stay cold?
Who sedeth was to live in between holes till I withered old?
Nay!
For even the most high eventually turn to dust
Then why not the heartless to love and not to lust?
Why not thee forgive and begin to trust?
Why not thee believe and give one more chance?
To heart that we fall, and let come what may
My heart is not that of gold, but it's silver lining may hopefully make your day

Little things

Its in little moments i find little pleasures in life
In little talks that end up creating little pains in my heart
In a big world thought so little of, i grow little feelings that turn to something i worry about
Its with these little things that make us humans, even if most would perceive not.

I detach knots in my heart to pave a brighter future that i hope to achieve
I fall for the wrong hearts, as human is to err i guess i erred enough to believe
I take notes, i take oaths, i disbelieve in the same love i once sought
Yet i fall down on my knees again hoping the past would give me something worth my effort

I should have learnt though, once beaten twice shy
i should have let go of false hope, twice beaten then thrice afraid to try
but i never did learn such stuff, my false hopes bred a new life
i carry forth my pride with a strong heart and cheerful smile, yet deep inside am a lone wolf howling to the dark empty skies

A wise man's words

A wise man once told me, "Mani, you are young but wise".
A wise man emphasized that i treasure what i have before they finally close their eyes.
A wise man told me to always respect and not neglect, never criticize and never despise.
It's such a wise man's tale that marked what i seek to be cherished in a world full of lies.

I don't perceive myself as wise, am merely a thoughtful slave in the presence of my Lord.
A fine thought to mark the what i denote, i choseth good virtues over evil once forth  sought.
I  cling to the strings of my faith before all is lost, hoping to cleanse the roots to my evil hence forth.
I meditate to levitate to his supreme court, may God's mercy forgive thy mistakes i be guilty of.

I look at the world at a slightly different angle, cant claim to be religious but i keep my acts clean.
I notice little love everywhere in everyone, i notice little love in past acts i thought to be mean.
Like why my brother didn't want me to be with some friends, or my father seemed extra strict to me.
and all the blessings i have so far, my family, friends, life, Alhamdullilah, am thankful for everything.